Current mood:	cold cuz i'm by an open window
Current music:	"taste of ink"-the used

little update on my life(not like you all care)....
so right now i'm @ stanford visiting my bestest friend, miss fabianna perez :D....i'm having alot of fun here....her friend sera is awesome....the only really sucky parts are as follows: 1)im a little sick :(, 2)i have to go home soon and i don't have a job and i'm not registered for summer class, 3)finally the thing that is bugging me most is the situation w/ faylan.... now i don't want anyone to take that last one the wrong way.... I actually really do still care about him even if he doesn't believe it....but the fact that we can't get along really gets to me.... and i know it could cause problems for other ppl if we are in the same place @ the same time.... so anyway i called him last night... i don't wanna say we got nowhere cuz i actually feel that he was really honest w/ me about how he felt...and that really hurt me....but it needed to happen...however it's going t be pretty awkward this saturday @ tony's b-day....idk i wrote more but i deleted it cuz it doesn't matter cuz i'm hated in holtville and philly is the only place for me now....it's gonna be a long summer....sorry for everyone i might offend w/ this post...after august 12th you all never have to see me again....peace out

from the city of really smart people (i guess),

Joy

p.s.
sorry for the bitterness